||[Apr. 6th, 2009|11:28 am]
|||||marilyn manson - godeatgod||]|
so friday night we end up seeing that new movie adventureland.
it kinda reminds me of us, and she agrees, me being a virgin when I met her, her having sewn her oats a bit. they smoked pot and drank through the whole movie.
so after she says to me damn that made me wanna smoke something. remembering what an utter sensation slut she turns into when she's drinking or when she used to smoke I was quick to nod my agreement and approval. really? she says and I said sure. we adventure around and find some, we're waiting outside in the car for the stuff and we'd smoked some with the person on the way over. so I can't really resist and I start touching her neck and I reach over and we make out all heavy. her inhibitions gone. I see a neighbor in this neighborhood push their curtain over slightly and stare out into the dark. who knows if they saw? I didn't care.
I'm roaming my hands all over her chest, palming her breast, moving slightly pressing her nipple up, over, down. to the side. her mouth is wet and she's breathing heavy. she doesn't move to stop me like she normally would in any sort of public setting. we just don't give a fuck right then.
I break away from her with a little exit kiss and we're sitting in the car randy and high. we hadn't smoked in probably 7 or 8 years. we are both feeling it heavy. we are impatient to get out and go home and fuck. we feel like we've been here for an hour waiting. I check the phone, it's been 10 minutes.
wow lol. we are gone. I kiss her again and she reaches down and rubs my cock through my pants, precum is wetting my thigh and her hand through my pants. I'm tugging on her right nipple, between my thumb and pointer finger, while I'm feeding her my tongue, she sucks on it like it's life giving, and bites it gently. (though not shamwow bite, lol)
she pushes her tongue in my mouth and grabs the back of my head, grabbing my hair in her fist and basically holds me down to do the equivalant of mouth fucking me with her lips and tongue, using me like I was her sex tool.
damn I am so hard just recalling all this. I move my other hand up and I'm cupping both her breasts, palms rubbing her nipples while she's attacking me.
then we break off again after awhile. All I can hear is my heart thumping, my head is on fire, my hair electric, my cock aching my balls feel heavy and swollen.
eventually the person comes back, we get the stuff and I drive us home as she's a bit out of it and a little paranoid and a little worried, I take us home calmly and safely.
we get home and to the bedroom, she's already taken her clothes off. dang, I really wanted to pull them off her and touch her all over while exploring her. next time. so I strip down too, my cock catching on the bed as I crawl over to her on hands and knees.
we kiss and touch and everything slows down. nothing exists except our points of contact. like those glass balls with the electric bolts flying around we only exist at the point of contact, all other stimulus is withdrawn, muffled.
I kiss her lips, her cheeks, her neck, her chest, her breasts, my left hand cradles her head from underneath, massaging her neck while my right hand kneeds her breasts and massages her thighs, teasing over her pussy. we are taking our time, electrified.
I cup my hand over her pussy and she says "please put it inside" and I respond "put what inside?" and she says softly "your finger" and I say, ask me nicely, she says please, and I say ask me all together. please put your finger inside my pussy. I say ok, you're a good girl I can do that.
I start exploring her soaking pussy with my middle finger while my palm rests on her mound, applying some pressure to the root of her clit.
after a little she says "more" in a soft breath, sweet and gently. I ask her "more what?" she says more fingers. and I say ask me nice. Please put more fingers inside me. and I slide my pointer finger inside her, to wetten it. and then I put both middle and pointer fingers inside her, and curl them up against her gspot, while my palm presses against her clit. my mouth still working her nipples, and she cums against me, one hand digs it's fingers sharply into my back, her other hand I see clutching the sheets tightly.
then she says please put your cock inside my pussy. I lift her legs back, hands against her ankles to push her hips up legs back. I kneel up close behind her, and I let her legs come down gently, easing her pussy onto the glans of my cock. our connection is heavy.
my dick folds over a little trying to force her onto me. but with some wiggling I get it inside her and push in to the root. I lean back hands on my back while I thrust up into her, shallowly, my glans rubbing against her gspot. she cums again in short time. I turn her over and we do it doggy style.
I rub my cock head against her clit from behind, slapping her clit with it, and then rub it all over her labia and then insert into her pussy. she doesn't have her ass as high up as normal, so my cock bends slightly down and back up to fit inside. every time I thrust in I feel like I'm fucking a roller coaster pussy, up and down, down and up. like riding over a speed bump and I feel her reach back between us and start rubbing her clit.
I kneed her ass firmly just fucking her and enjoying every sensation, she cums again and collapses.
I tell her to turn over and I wrap her legs around me, resting on my hips as I enter her missionary again. she is really out of it now. I am having some trouble cumming, probably from the smoking. I fuck her hard and fast and she says she can't stop cumming and I just keep fucking her through it all, feeling her clamp down on my cock.
I turn her over again for more doggy style to get that angle where the bottom of my glans is rubbbing hard agains her pussy again. she keeps slipping forward, losing some balance, sliding forward, slumping into her pillow. I tell her to push back into me and I grab her hips slamming her pussy hard and fast while I hold her up keeping her from escaping my thrusts.
and finally I feel myself starting to go and I tell her I'm cumming and I unload inside her while she cums again, she pulls away while I'm still cumming, it's too much for her and my cock spurts about 6 more times while I jerk off on her ass, coating her.
she just lays there moaning and shuddering.
she's been turning me down the rest of the weekend and today, said she needs recovery. lol
any suggestions for variety? after writing down all these experiences I realize we do allot of the same stuff sexually. guess that's the whole long term relationship thing, finding what feels really good and sticking to it. lol